AHH!

okay, so i'm reading this book right now called The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. i'm only about 146 or something pages into it, but i love it a lot. it's one of his bests. so i was on his website and it said that it was gonna be made into a movie. i thougt, awesome. yeah, no. first of all, it has miley cyrus playing a "punk" chick. i don't use the term "punk", but that's what ronnie seems like to me. she's kinda like me, actually, haha. so yeah. and then they decide to leave out her very important purple streak in her hair. i mean it becomes important as the book goes on. third, scott (will's best friend) isn't even in there! scott, so far, is my favorite. he's so much like me. so right now, i'll go into why all of these three things (and more if i think of more) are important, and should not be left out. then i'll do what i think should be the cast. keep in mind that i have not finished the book yet.

so being a chick that listens to screamo (yes screamo, got a problem, then why are you reading this?) i don't like miley cyrus. i tolerate her cause my little sister (who is 8) likes her, a little. i mean she has her albums on her ipod, so i guess she does. she doesn't like worship her like some kids i know do. anyway, i used to like her, then i grew up and she got more "britney spears-y". so yeah, i mean the whole pole thing? really? and then all of the other stuff, just ew, i don't like her. so yeah i mean that's like bad right off the bat. i mean she CRIED (yes children, cried) at the kids choice awards. dang, really?!

the purple streak. so in the book will spills her soda on her. later, he knows who she is by the purple streak she has in her hair. i did not see this very important purple streak in her hair in the trailer. that becomes a very important part in the book.

scott. so he gets in this fight, and ronnie breaks it up. scott, in my mind, is quiet important. so yeah i think that they should put him in there. i mean he might be, but i didn't see his name on the casting list on imdb.

so MY cast for the movie. man this is tough since i haven't finished the book. but some of them might be musicians, cause they act as well.
Veronica "Ronnie" Miller: man, uh i don't know. i think that Melissa McIntyre (she played ashley kerwin in degrassi) should be the role. i mean she can so pull this off better than miley cyrus ever will. and she's a lot prettier.
Steve Miller: i gotta say Johnny Depp. cause i love him a lot. but that would be a good choice.
Jonah Miller: dude, i don't know. there aren't very many 10 year old looking actors i know of. all i can think of is spencer breslin, but isn't he like 13 or something now? nope, i got it. Field Cate. you know he did little ned in pushing daisies? perfect role for him.
Kim Miller: this is a good role for someone like Cameron Diaz. but she was just in my sister's keeper, but this would still be a good role. her or Jennifer Aniston.
Will Blakelee: man, i don't know. uhh he's supposed to be cute. let's see....i've saved someone think i think it adorable for another role. you can put Chris Pine as this role. or well i don't really know how else.
Scott: alright, hands down, this role goes to Kellan Lutz:]
Blaze: man, okay this could be Stacey Farber (played ellie nash n degrassi) i mean i don't know any other emo-y actresses out there that can pull off these roles.
Marcus: i don't remember which one he looks like, but he is kinda creepy, so i'm gonna go with Billie Joe Armstrong from green day. DON'T go saying i'm a hater. i LOVE green day and billie joe, but he does kinda look questionable sometimes.
Teddy and Lance: okay, brothers. uhh you can put in i don't know. Pete and Andy Wentz. i don't know much about andy since he isn't the andy in fall out boy, but they would be good.

see i failed at that. btw, tell me what you would have the cast be if you've read the book.

so yeah i mean that's it. i'll write my review of the movie when it is released in feburary, so keep watching for that.

QUESTION: what is your favorite romance novel? ps: twilight DOES NOT count. be creative with your answers, go for the less likely

kay byee<33

letter 2 ronnie radke

okay so as most of u kno, i luv ronnie radke.
im actually watching where hes tlking 2 band mate nasty n his best fryn via fone on stickam rite now. im not gonna send him a letter cuz a) he prbly wont get it bfr he gets out n b) i highly doubt my mom will send it 2 sum dude in a las vegas prison.
so ive resulted 2 writing it on here. n ronnie if u evr read this, ur my idol 2. u n andy six all th way, baby:]

Dear Ronnie,
I found out about your band after my friend, Alice posted pictures of the 2009 Vans Warped Tour on her Facbeook. My other friend, Rachel, was saying how much she missed you (though she is a straight up no matter what singer Escape The Fate fan). So I googled you (you can also look at my Andy Six post for more info) and found Escape the Fate. Then I heard all this stuff from Yahoo! Answers like "Who is better: Ronnie or Craig?"
For me, you are, Ronnie. Even though I like Craig, I will always love you more. You have inspired me (though I can't sing to save my life).
When I first heard The Day I Left The Womb, I cried. No joke there, man. I knew what it was about and though I never went through that, I went through friendships like that.
You will always be there for me, whether you know this or not. I love you so much, words CANNOT describe it. I am so bummed you got put in jail and all this stuff happened to you. The thing between you and Max, believe me, I've been there. It sucks butt, I know. It feels like the one friend you can trust has let you down hugely. Like they are one person to you and then they turn around and go around saying boldface lies about you and hating on you like they aren't your friend. I know how that feels and it sucks majorly. You have always had a special place in my heart, and you always will.
Sadly, most of my friends don't know about you and your great singing, but I talk about you ALL the time. I always post on my Facebook about how much you mean to me and what an impact you have on my life. I even got my little eight year old sister going around the house singing "sitting in this room playing russian roulette/finger on the trigger to my dear juliet":]
Though my mom doesn't like your style of music doesn't mean I can't blast it till my ears bleed.
Ronnie, I just want to let you know that I love you so much, I can't even begin to describe the joy you bring me everyday. When I'm feeling sad, I result to your voice. You have helped me through some pretty hard times.
One of my friends, Sam, is a total hater on you (only because I like you, dumb right?) and I always defend you. He would be like, "He's a dumb-butt (using nice words here:]) that deserves to be in prison. I simply go, "yes, if it wasn't for getting arrested, I don't know where Ronnie would be. He could be in a whole in the ground for all I know. He doesn't deserve what he has been through, but prison is the best place he could be right now."
Well, I think I've carried out this note that you probably won't read for long enough.
ALWAYS remember this, I love you and I will never forget you.
Love, Lauren<3

im trying so hard not 2 cry rite now. lame ik

QUESTION: hav u evr been in a place like ronnie n max? if so, wut did u do 2 move on?
kay byee<3

andy six

okay so idk if ive talked bout this, but andy six (or andrew dennis biersack) is like my idol.
ik i say this a lot bout ppl, but truly he IS my idol. idk wut it is bout him tht makes me luv him so much but theres sumthing there n i luv him fr it.
u shud rly go read his myspace blogs (myspace.com/andysix) they r amazing n ull get a lot of info bout him there.
ill tell u how i came bout finding andy.

so it all started wen i was looking @ those 10 or 15 or 20 or wutevr hottest bands guys on youtube. there was this one tht was a "ronnie radke tribute" so i googled him. liked his music. so i looked up pics of him n found this one of him n andy. so i googled andy.
i cudnt find much info on him since his band wasnt signed @ th time. so i finally found his bands myspace. they had all their songs up. i fell in luv wit knives and pens.
ohh then i found him n his fryn chance on youtube (chanceandandy) n then i found his personal channel (biersack).
so perty much i jus fell completely in luv wit him.

so then all this junk started happening 2 him recently.
former band mate pan bashed him on myspace n told all these stupid lies bout him n tht r NOT tru. th new guitarist jinxx n andy sorted things out.

andy says he will always b there fr his fans. now i havnt been 2 a concert yet since they didnt come here fr their tour wich is coolio.
wen i hav a bad day i always remember tht andy six will always b there fr me even if he doesnt kno it.

im not a stalker of him, i jus wanna kno wen BVB is playing n where. plus wen th record is coming out tht weve all waited fr.

im not saying tht i luv BVB jus cuz of andy. if it wasnt fr andy tho i wudve nevr found them. so thnks andy.

andy, if u evr read this kno all of this. i luv u so much. u r my inspiration. u hav shown me tht there is more life then wut ppl say bout u. n also, come 2 north carolina plz:]<3

QUESTION: who is ur idol(s) n y??
kay byee<3