Love?

love. interesting topic there, bud. way to randomly leave for MONTHS and come back talking about love. well, that's what i do. shuddup about it.
OKAY! since i've been gone here's what happened:

march: my best friend went to italy for spring break. fml...

april: uhm, no comment there.....

may: MY BIRFYDAY!

june: EOCs, gosssssh. those sucked so much. choir trip:]

july: hands down best month evar. i met this amazing guy. and we started dating. honestly i can say, that i love him. i really truly do. also, warped tour. yeah, THAT was amazing. he was there too:]<3

august: uhm, nothing really special happened. still dating that guy:]

september: KILL ME. we are NOT talking about that. long story short, heartbreak. all i'm gonna say

now it's october. the first day. whoopydeedoo.

sophomore year? what to say about that. uhm, well, i don't like it. i know it's only like a month or so in, but i don't like it. i have good teachers though. chemistry is firetrucking boss. best class i've ever had in my life. my teacher is funny and yet you can still learn stuff in his class. i have a lot of cool people in that class, and they know who they are. yeah, they do:] labs are so much funnnn.
let's seee. what else? music? i think so.

still OBSESSED with black veil brides. i bought their album the day that it came out. and i also have 5 shirts and a wristband, you can say i'm a bridesmaid:P

whatttt elseeeee?

i don't have anything else to talk about. OH YEAH, MY ORIGINAL TOPIC! love. see me getting all ADD. legit, i'm ADD. fun fact.
so, love.

jeez. i fell in love. in july. it was the best feeling i'd ever had in my life. i felt so like, happy all the time. whenever i was sad, he was there to make me happy again. it's like, i dunno. i really do love him, i still do. i just, i dunno. i can't explain it. love is a very interesting thing to talk about. cause i love a lot of things. but like, i dunno, it was something that i just thought about him all the firetrucking time. and it's like, firetruck.

new topic, this is making me sad.

OMG! let's talk about labels now shall we?

"dude, you wear soooooooo many bracelets, you always listen to your music loud and you listen to that screamo crap. plus, you always have your hood up and you wear dark eyeliner. are you emo?"

FIRST OF FIRETRUCKING ALL! gimme the definition of emo. give it to me. i'm gonna look it up right now.

dictionary.com said this:
emo (ˈiːməʊ)

— n
a. a type of music combining traditional hard rock with personal and emotional lyrics
b. ( as modifier ): emo bands

urban dictionary said this:
Emo
Like a Goth, only much less dark and much more Harry Potter.
My life sucks, I want to cry.

DICTIONARY.COM WINS! SCREW YOU URBAN DICTIONARY, YOU'RE STUPID!

urban dictionary also had this one, that made me wanna punch my computer:

The Difference between Emo And Goth:
Emos Hate themselves
Goths hate Everyone
Emos Want to Kill themselves
Goths Want to kill Everyone

like, honestly you guys? you think emo are those depressed people that wanna kill themselves? THAT IS BEING DEPRESSED, IT'S NOT EMO! EMO IS NOT A STYLE EITHER! IT'S A MUSICALNESS GENRE! GET IT FIRETRUCKING RIGHT!

i swear if ONE more person says, "that chick/guy looks sad, she must be emo" i'm gonna kick them...in places. i yelled at someone yesterday cause they kept saying i was emo. i'm not emo. i am rather sad at the moment, but i don't wanna kill myself. jeez.

okay, yes i wear band shirts for "scary" bands such as BVB, ETF, BMTH (don't have one yet, but i'm getting one soon). they don't talk about death, okay, well BMTH does sometimes. but ETF and BVB talk about life. like, BVB has some of the best lyrics i've ever heard in my life. the first time i heard knives and pens i cried. legit. it was so beautiful and spoke to me so much.

like ohmyfiretruckingandysix. i'm gonna just, punch someone. i HATE that word as much as i hate craig mabbitt probably. and i firetrucking hate craig mabbitt. ANYWHO! ha, i almost typed andy. shows how much i type his name:P

i get sooooooo many people during the school day
A: staring at me cause i'm "emo"
B: ask me if i'm "emo"
and C: ask me what music i listen to

first of all, does it matter to you? i don't know you, why do you care what music i like? if the shirt -points down to BVB shirt- isn't obvious enough, i listen to that screamo stuff. you know, like BVB and ETF. and then that really "scary" stuff like BMTH and suicide silence. is there a problem with the music i like? should i listen to oh i dunno, lady gaga or lil wayne just to please you? hmmm, don't think i will.

andy six put it perfectly:

"Never give in.
I have been recieveing alot of emails from kids who are getting picked on or bullied by ignorant meat heads in the ill lit frozen florescent hallways at their local gradeschool, highschool etc....and I just wanted to tell you this... never, ever let them get to you. always remember that even though they may not understand and they mock you...you are who you are...you know something that they dont, you dont have to worry about labels..emo, whatever...just make sure you stay true to yourself..act how you want, dress how you want...just never give in. You will always have like minded people around you and you will always have us. We all went to public highschool and gradeschool...we were teased and bullied for how we looked...but we never changed and we never backed down, and now we are able to write songs and play music for the kids who need someone to look to. We are emo, we are gothic, we are "wrist cutters"...we are whoever you need us to be. just rememeber that there are five members of BVB with you at all times. i promise you this. stay strong, never back down."

okay, i did let them get to me. last year. it still bugs me now, but it's cause they say, "dude, i bet you go home and cry and cut your wrists every night"

THAT WOULD BE FALSE! i don't cut myself. never have. hard to believe? check my firetrucking wrists. there is nothing there.

andy six opened my eyes the day that i read this. it was true. THIS right here. this that i'm going through, is WHY andy started the band. and i thank him greatly every single day for that reason. cause without BVB and andy, i have no clue where i would be.

okay, my rant is over.

sorry it's kinda long:/

i had a lot to talk about

QUESTION: how is your school year going?

kay, byee<33